
It didn’t sneak up on me the way time sometimes does. When I passed the one-year anniversary of my move to “The Big Island,” it very much felt like it had been a year. A long year.
Usually, I am better at keeping everyone well-informed. I’m sorry that I haven’t send birthday cards, posted blogs, or even been on Facebook very much. What can I say? It’s been a busy year.












At first, I was staying in Makoa Kabin, which is in a place called “Fern Forest.” It was perfect for the ducks, and even had a coop for them. Of course, it was expensive, so I found myself looking for more affordable options. Renting with ducks is hard, and we had to move three times before the house on Oahu sold, and I found and bought a house on this island.
I also left the Department of Veterans Affairs. I’d been there for a long time because I loved my job, but it came down to a choice: The only way I could afford to stay on Oahu was if I gave the ducks away and got an apartment. Losing my garden was soul-crushing enough. I couldn’t stand to lose the ducks, too. Look how cute they are!
























Moving to Hawaii Island meant I could afford to buy a home. Many people asked why I didn’t move to the mainland where I have family and friends. I thought about it. However, a girl I knew tried to move to the mainland with ducks, and the State of Hawaii euthanized them. Dana didn’t even get to say goodbye. The quarantine folks found out that her ducks were adopted from Susie’s Duck Sanctuary (where there had been a case of bird flu) and that was that. Some of my ducks came from Susie as well -and even if they hadn’t- I couldn’t risk them being euthanized.
With dogs and cats it’s different. The quarantine folks think of them as pets, and give them the respect a pet deserves. However, with ducks, they think of them as livestock. Culling livestock “just in case” seems perfectly reasonable to them.
Besides, the mainland doesn’t have a continuously erupting volcano.





The last year I did a lot of neat things. With my job, I learned about how reef monitoring is done here. It’s different than how it was done with NOAA in Guam. I also got to spend time at the research station, and doing community outreach. I’ve had fun with a lot of my work-related tasks.
Outside of work, I was mostly looking for a house, then going through the process of buying a house, then trying to fix up a house. It’s been a lot. I try to sneak away with my friends who live on island and have fun from time-to-time, and I do get up to some of my own adventures as well.
I went to a very memorable Halloween Party at The Art Box. I learned traditional Polynesian wood carving. I hiked as much as my spine allowed. And, I saw some really cool things.
As your birthdays passed me by I thought of each of you and felt guilty. I knew that somewhere -in the things I have yet to unpack- there was a Tupperware full of stamps and birthday cards. I like my job, but it pays very little. I couldn’t go buy new stamps and cards and pens. Also, I live in a small attic since I am renting out the main floor of my house, and so I can never find anything. My address book is in here somewhere…
















Things are finally settling down a bit. The ducks and I are grateful to be able to stay in one place, and I’m slowly adding plants to their yard. There is a lot of work to do. Despite the challenges, I hope to rebuild a life here that the ducks and I can be happy with.













































































